sometimes, maybe it's not a matter of whether we can move on with our lives and stop reminiscing and wanting to return to the good old times.

sometimes, maybe it's more of a matter of whether we actually want to do it. because sacrifices, which may or may not be worth it, have to be made. and no one will know if the decision is worth it until after everything's over.

to say that i don't miss life before uni would be outright lying. and i daresay i'm not the only one. but i guess it's the process of growing up. what we're gonna be faced with when we step into society after graduating will be many unfamiliar faces, whom we have to learn how to interact with no regard to whether we actually do click with them. at least now, we do still have a chance of making real friends. but upon entering the working world, that will be an unknown.

sorry. emo entry again. shall end with a video that hopefully would be able to lighten the mood: click here

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 11:25 PM

decisions, decisions, decisions.

everyone will come to a point in life where we'll be forced to make certain decisions that are tough. and sometimes we'll just be so tempted to run away from it all and avoid making that choice. but when it comes to the crunch then it's make or break. all that lies in that one tiny decision that one makes.

yes or no?

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 11:47 PM

bad mood.

现在很想砸东西来好好地发泄一下。

no, i don't have violent tendencies. i'm just really damn effing pissed off.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 10:59 PM

maybe i just haven't learnt enough yet.

maybe it's the game that we'll all have to learn how to play.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 9:41 AM

song post! haha.

two is better than one - boys like girls ft. taylor swift

original version

acoustic version(without taylor swift)

love the tune and the lyrics. accoustic version's pretty good too.

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 10:47 PM

school's started. my timetable's kinda sucky cuz nus allocated most of my mods to me, so i don't have much control over the timing of my lessons. but things aren't that bad. at least i know my math lessons will be more interesting than those last semester. haha.

something really suay happened yesterday. cuz i had a lect at 8 freaking am in the morning, and as i was kinda scared that the expressway would jam, i didnt change bus mid-journey (as i normally do cuz it's faster that way) but took a bus directly to the campus and transferred to the internal shuttle bus.

this is where the problem starts.

upon boarding a bus, the first thing you do is look for a seat. which is what i did. problem is, if you're trying to get to a seat that's not very near the door of the bus, chances are that you'll still be standing up when the bus moves off. that's what happened. with my awesome sense of balance and the state of mind i was in at that time (ie half asleep) i nearly fell. but managed to stop that from happening by placing a hand on the chair i was going to sit on and the other on the back of the chair in front of that. lucky? not.

it was after i sat down that the problem surfaced. for some reason, i looked at the palms of my hands at some point in time during the journey and guess what i found on my left palm.

a nice not-so-small piece of NOSEWAX. courtesy of some really nice and civic-minded previous passenger of the bus. and so that concludes my wonderful start to the day. which by the way, progressively got worse. shan't go into details but they include getting on a really packed shuttle bus after lesson and nearly falling again, going on a wild goose chase for tutorial notes, and being unable to go home for 1 hr purely because of the rain.

at least today was better. reached home really early and got to slack around a lot today. the slacking around is gonna last for about 1 more week though cuz tutorials are gonna pour in soon. and the next proper break (i don't count recess week and reading week. they should be called midterms mugging week and finals frantic cramming week) is in may.

i shall look forward to that 3 month hols.

and MAY be uncontactable at some point in time during that period for a good reason. kinda pathetic to some but if it falls through it'll be a historic moment in my life. if it doesn't then at least i get to slack around and go out with people. haha.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 10:53 PM

school's starting in 3 days. don't think i've played enough though. haha. bidding's getting to me cuz this sem, i dunno what's wrong but all the bidpoints have sky-rocketed and are damn freaking high. which btw isn't good for engin students since the g account only has what, 250pts added per sem? and i'm gonna kill myself by trying to take 6 mods this sem with 5 mods having lab. call me crazy but i'm just following my recommended schedule. just realised what they meant when they said that my faculty is damn hiong. heh.

last week was pretty good. went out quite a few times with different groups of friends. had quite a fun time on each of the diff days with monopoly with alvina, yanting and beatrice on monday, kbox with alvina and lihui on wed, new year's day class gathering on friday. haven't had so much fun for a long time cuz somehow or rather everyone's busy this hols -.- oh well. there's always the next one i guess. which is about 3 months long? ahahahaha.

but first i have to get past this sem. wish me luck. heh.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 10:39 AM