given your attitude, i think i have every right to be bitchy.

thanks for spoiling my day.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 6:08 PM

i know that i haven't been posting much ever since the end of last year. for this there are 2 reasons:

1) the utter lack of time. especially this year. uni life is extremely crappy in terms of time for oneself.

2)i discovered, by accident, that there are people that i never gave this address to reading my blog. which is kinda scary because a blog, being an online diary is where you spill everything. and having people that aren't close to you, or for that matter, people you don't even know personally reading your blog is not exactly what i like since i consider it my personal space. which is why i added in a tag that doesn't allow search engines to pick up this address by content or whatsoever. anyone who finds this place has to know my name and one other detail about me. and that is why i'm writing lesser and lesser in this place even though i really have a lot more to say.

i really envy those people that don't give a heck to what others will think about them if they write controversial stuff on their blogs without self censuring. 敢爱敢恨的个性，我一直以来都很欣赏因为我不知道自己是否能做到这点。but i have never been able to write posts about potentially controversial topics without self-censuring: call it cowardice or street smarts, but i'd rather have one more friend than one more enemy. yet, doing so involves my not being able to express what i truly want to say. which isn't exactly the purpose of a diary. ironic isn't it?

the tradeoff: is it worth it?

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 11:46 PM