it's funny dream season again. been having weird dreams on and off since last week until now. anyway, gek today was okay i guess. just that i don't really know how i'll fare in the essay part. so i'm left with math, econs and phy. and after that, i'm done until finals. the break from mugging so hard will be more than welcome.

i wanna go out! haha.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 11:49 PM

this week was supposed to be a quiet but stressful one because it's recess week and i have a grand total of 4 tests to prepare for.

but thanks to some f-ing idiot, it's been far from quiet.

it's thanks to this idiot that the stray cat that lives really close to me may now face the fate of being put to sleep.

reason why?

cuz this idiot decided it would be fun/interesting/thrilling or whatever to cut the cat's leg. whoever it is either has not a single compassionate cell in his/her body or doesn't have a bloody brain.

the cat is a STRAY. it won't take baths ie any major wound will get infected and is likely to rot. which by the way, is exactly what happened.

and now the poor cat has lost it's entire front leg. (Note, it's a front leg. ever seen any animals try to balance without a front leg?) the poor thing doesn't have an idea what in hell is going on but just meows pitifully NON-STOP whenever one of the people it's close to walks past. the best part is, this cat is absolutely docile. no scratching or biting or anything like that. hence it's pretty unlikely that the idiot who did this was provoked into it. and because it's already quite old, the people that have been taking care of it are wondering whether it should be put down to end its misery.

just because of one moron's actions, a perfectly healthy and friendly stray cat may now be facing death.

whoever it is, i hope you lose a limb just to see how it feels like. may you rot in hell.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 11:10 PM

it's pretty sucky to see so many of your friends leaving one by one.

it's even more sucky when you tend to take your friendships all far too seriously.

it's the most sucky when you think of the possibility that these friendships may not stand the test of time.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 12:17 PM

because sometimes, some things just aren't meant to be.

it's been about one and a half month since uni started. it took a while to get used to the gigantic campus and getting lost on campus during the first 2 weeks as well as getting used to the different system used in the com labs/ libraries etc, but anyhow life has more or less lulled to a steady pace now. the freedom of uni life, whether to attend lectures and the many breaks are welcome. yet there's one thing i can't get used to: the lack of a class.

maf celebrations were yesterday. initially intended to go but decided against it because of certain unforeseen circumstances. photos taken during the event of friends are up on fb and they only serve to make me miss jc even more. it's pretty ironic: back then in jc, i couldn't wait until A lvls were over. and right now, i would be more than happy to go back to that time in jc. yet the truth of the matter is, we can't go back. no one can. the clock can't be turned back just like that. all that we can do is treasure the memories of the days we've had there and try to maintain the friendships forged during that period of time no matter how hard it is and no matter what happens.

the thing is, how many of us are able to do that?

Graduation by Vitamin C (taken from azlyrics)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels


As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends forever

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends forever

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends forever

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends forever

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 9:53 PM

if my throat continues to act this way, i'm gonna have a really sexy voice tomorrow. let's hope it doesn't.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 10:43 PM

birthday week last week. with the exception of the day itself, my luck was absolutely great(note the sarcasm).

before i start bitching about stuff, just wanna thank all those that wished me happy birthday(not in order): huifang, wanqin, hueykia, shermaine, jocelyne, connie, mel, alvina, yanting, beatrice, baona, xiyu, anna, huiping, vivien, ryan, alvin, marcus, douglas, terence, choon leng, tiffany, lihui, ivy, natasha, lynette, teresa.

and thanks to alvina, yanting and beatrice for the cake and the very unexpected birthday present :))

okay now for the bitching.

suay items of the week:

1.bad quarrel with someone in the family.
2.nearly walked into the glass door at the central library in nus.
3.got played out by the com booking system in the library and had to turn to the guy standing behind me for help. thereby announcing to the whole world that i'm a freshie. wow thanks. the only saving grace was that the guy was pretty nice and really helped a lot.

weird. doesn't seem that much now that i list it out. heh.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 11:04 PM

stop breathing down my neck.
stop jumping down my throat.
stop lecturing me for nothing.

just leave me alone.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 9:37 PM