lyrics post. this song has gotten stuck in my head (again) since i heard it blasting from some shop in wisma on tuesday.

Gotta Be Somebody - Nickelback (lyrics from http://www.lyricsmode.com)
This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it's just like déjà vu
Me standing here with you
So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know, when it shows up, make sure you're holding on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhh

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

anyway i just found out recently that i don't need to get a new job after all. haha. and to make things even better, i m gonna get my pay soon. which means i can spend without having to feel guilty for spending 未来钱. ahahahahahaha. who's up for shopping? =P i have like ten thousand and one things to buy. okay i know that's a bit 夸张. heh.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 12:06 AM

it's been a long time since i've done a personality quiz like this. koped off wei enn's facebook. same quiz on jieying's LJ:

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

some are true and some aren't. feel free to guess. haha.

anw missed the bbq yesterday due to interference from a higher authority. looks like i'll be missing tonight's class dinner for the same reason too. oh wells.

oh and i suspect i m gonna be jobless soon.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 3:51 PM

results out two days ago. thanks to my slacking throughout the whole of thursday, i ended up working until 5am ie i worked 通宵. my fault i know. alvina must have been shocked when she saw my sms (sent at 530am) asking her for a morning call at 11am. haha.

but the rest of that day until the result slip was finally given to me was utter hell. Completely couldn't stop worrying. kept freaking out like nobody's business. skipped breakfast, ate a single prata for lunch, and felt that the principal's address was the longest i've ever sat in for even though i know it's probably actually the shortest. and the worst part was the waiting while queing up to get our results slip. by that time i was super freaked out. 心跳加速，脚发抖，手冒冷汗 all started. not to mention the 胡思乱想 part. by the time it was my turn to collect the results slip i was a complete nervous wreck on the edge of a breakdown. but luckily the results were pretty okay so after that it was like 松了一口气. although it wasnt excellent, i was (and still am) pretty happy with it. econs was a foregone conclusion ages ago. i was more worried about the rest especially my h3. u can go and ask my friends how many times they've heard me say "please let me at least get a pass" everytime they talk about h3. and... even though i know that if i slacked and played less in JC i may have been able to have fared better, but if time could be turned back i still would have done everything the same way i did. because jc life isn't all about studying. a student's life has never been all about studying but also about having fun at times. That, to me at least, is one of the most important parts of a student's life. But there must be balance la. haha.

miss the class quite a lot. even though schooling life brought us homework and stress and stuff like that, but the company made it all much easier to bear with. there were times whereby we would complain about the workload, or rush out homework we couldn't finish due to cca commitments or stuff like that, or have to mug like siao because of tests and exams. but there were also times whereby we would sit and chat during the damn long 1hr breaks, go out together during holidays etc. all these are times that i would never want to forget. and these are people that i would never forget.

damn i m being nostalgic. must have been jieying's and connie's LJ posts.

okay back to work. got 250 to do by tuesday.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 3:23 PM

i would say i don't want tomorrow to come but tomorrow has already come. Plus, it's not as if time can be stopped.

Not that i didn't know this day wasnt coming. The date for results release was out long before MOE announced it thanks to one of NTU's talks. but still it doesn't make things any easier. in fact, it only made things worse cuz i started worrying about it starting from last week. Try having nightmares about A lvls and unis for one week and see how u like it.

So freaked out now. I completely have no idea what to expect on my results slip tomorrow. completely zero. zilch. nada. 零. kosong. and whatever other language u know.

and my job can't even take my mind off it. not even when i have a deadline to meet by tomorrow which makes things kinda tight cuz i need to hand it in by noon and cuz of the exam results thing i dun have much time in the morning which means i have to finish it by tonight which means i should be doing it now but i'm not doing for goodness knows what reason. Actually i know. im too nervous about tomorrow.

Okay that entire paragraph was complete crapping. Can u tell how freaked out i m now?

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let me pass my h3 and get a nice enough looking grade for econs and the rest.

okay better get back to trying to doing my work before i miss the deadline. Which i've been told is completely fixed, cannot be moved in the least bit.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 12:55 AM

i'm employed. finally. but i don't know how long i'll be able to stay with this job cuz i think my performance so far is quite bad heh. the job isn't really my ideal job but it pays well and since it's practically one of the two things my parents allow me to take up.. then i don't really have a choice right? but looking on the brighter side, i now have income and can go shopping without guilt. ahahahahahaha.

lessons learnt today:

1) business listings are one hell of a hard to write. especially so if you have like 200 of the same type of companies to write up for. oh and throw in the fact that they all have similar services and you can't find any more info on them.

2) sitting down and working on the com for six hours straight drives me completely nuts. Ask alvina for her msn chatlog for tonight if you need proof.

3) Virgos' largest enemy is none other than herself. Because she is her own biggest critic. People that don't believe a thing about astrology can just ignore what i just typed.

Just a side note: my job involves working from home and i JUST completed my work for today. People, look at the time of the post. It IS in the correct timezone.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 1:24 AM