saturday - bbq at hueykia's house was good. the food was really nice, her house is damn big, and her dog is damn cute. left early so tt i won't get caught so i missed out on some of the fun but well it's better than nothing.

sunday - nothing much. just slacked the whole day away.

today - got back gp essay paper and promptly found out tt my GP grade is really really bad. am freaking out now because i think i may just screw up my GP for A levels.


i really really hate A lvls.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 9:24 PM

decided to do the meme currently spreading around. the one that you answer the questions but delete the questions away. so here goes:

1. hmm... not v sure.
2. xiyu, lihui, jiada, jaya
3. anyone not taking As
4. lihui, hueykia
5. clement(must be ms n_'s influence)
6. alvina=P
7. jieying, hueykia
8. patricia
9. alvina, jieying
10. alvina
11. NA
12. xinying *feels zibei*
13. jaya
14. jocelyne/cannot find
15. marcus because tt will be damn funny.
16. huifang, wanqin
17. tiffany
18. phyllis
19. my class ppl minus me
20. beatrice
21. i dunno and i don't wanna know.
22. see 21.
23. my dad.
24. my dad.
25. ruoshuang
26. no one.
27. my family.
28. alvina n yanting
29. my class ppl or my sec sch clique(s) or my sis
30. haha no offence for the above. heh.

anw... lyrics post again. haha.

This is me - Demi Lovato feat Joe Jonas (taken from http://www.metrolyrics.com)

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time to let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I've have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine one me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you

I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There is no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be

(This is me
This is me
Yeah)


You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing

Now I've found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

i really really like this song a lot. and no it has nothing to do with the Camp Rock movie cuz i heard it on radio first before i realised that it was on the OST.

goin to hueykia's house tmr for bbq. hope everything turns out fine.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 11:05 PM

finally the end of prelims. so here's the update of the papers:

physics: paper 3 was omg. paper two was more doable. paper 1 had to be the easiest paper out of the 3. hopefully i will be able to get a B or a C.

chemistry: screwed paper 3 last qn when i didnt do 6 marks. paper 2 was relatively easier even though some of the questions were a bit weird. and i m damn sure tt the chem teachers had fun setting the question on the last page. anw paper 1 was okay but i think i have quite a few careless mistakes.

math: paper one was pretty screwed. left quite a lot of blanks. paper 2 was so much easier. luckily there's something called stats or else i think i will just die. haha. and the stupid qn 3 on sequences and series sucks la. it's as if nobody can do it. was relatively amused when i heard that marcus finished the paper in 1+hr and spent the rest of the time trying to solve tt qn. i thought i was the only one having problems with tt qn at tt point in time cuz my j1 topics really suck like hell. heh.

econs: don't see how i can do well in it. just hope i can maintain my D grade or something like that. losing hope in the subject. hardly knew whether i was writing enough for each qn especially when there's ppl like huifang using arnd 2-3 pieces of paper for each qn. o_O

GP: AQ SUCKED. 3 different questions to answer in a single AQ. essay was okay i guess just hope i didnt go out of point cuz i seem to do that a lot lately.

pharm chem: i wanna 捶心肝. it was easily the easiest paper out of the papers that the pharm chem teachers gave us so far and i left 17 marks blank cuz i spent too much time in front. first time i left so much blank in a pharm chem paper. 1st test i actually completed, 2nd test i left 3 marks blank and now 17marks?! i hope to but know i won't pass but 希望渺茫 since i actually failed in the previous two tests when i did more of the paper. oh well. 算了 shall not think abt it anymore and just enjoy the feeling of end of prelims. haha. oh and thanks to hueykia, shermaine, wanqin, jocelyne, cheryl and jieying for wishing me gd luck and jiayou for the paper =)

okay shall go off to play now. haha.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 10:07 PM

quite sick of studying(which was damn obvious since i don't know when) so i went to jieying's blog and koped the quiz from there to do. dao this post if u hate this kinda stuff.

1) THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
mat(to most people), matmat(to people like baona, xiaoda and jocelyne), and my full first name(to everyone that knows me).



2) THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD
haha i don't go IRC.


3) THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
eyelashes, hair, butt(yes shut up stop laughing)


4) THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
tummy, legs, complexion


5) THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
asian, singaporean, mixed(a few generations ago).


6) THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
losing my loved ones, getting hurt, hurting people


7) THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
food, friends, sleep


8) THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW:
t-shirt shorts specs.


9) THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
i dun have a particular fav singer or band. i just go by the songs. but if u count fav singer or band as the singer or band that u like the most songs from, i guess it would be click 5, nickelback, avril lavigne.

10) THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (RIGHT NOW):
崇拜，better in time, 我就是这样


11) THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
happiness, sense of security, a certain degree of freedom

12) Two truths and a lie, in no particular order:
my favourite colour is blue.
i have a weakness for jap food.
i like salads.

13) 3 physical things about the preferred sex that appealed to you:
eyes, nice hair(preferably styled. yes i know typical virgo), cleanliness(and typical virgo again).

14) 3 of your favourite hobbies:
chatting with friends
dance(nobody said u have to be good at your hobby. haha.)
singing (often done while showering. i think all my neighbours have earplugs haha.)

15) 3 things you want to do really badly now:
to be able to time travel and skip As, to be able to extend the 7 mth holiday after As to forever, to be able to let all the pharm chem stuff diffuse into my head.

16) 3 careers you're considering/you considered:
engineer(considering)
journalist(considered. but i don't want a 7 day work week.)
writer(considered. no market plus fear of writers' block.)

17) 3 places you want to go on vacation:
japan
somewhere in europe with nice scenery
taiwan

18) 3 names you like:
dao. haha.

19) 3 things you want to do before you die:
to be with the people i care about, to travel to scenic places, generally to live life like there's no tomorrow.

20) 3 ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
i don't dare to catch cockroaches and the like, obssessing over weight gains/losses, and as jieying said, the fact that i wear a skirt to school everyday.

21) 3 ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
I don't like pink, I don't EVER act cute, i don't think flowers are a big deal.

22) 3 people that you would like take the quiz now:
nobody in particular. haha.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 3:31 PM

lyrics post. yes again. i m just too lazy to think n post plus i keep remembering songs with nice lyrics suddenly that i wanna post. update about prelims after or on thurs.

Better In Time - Leona Lewis (taken from http://www.mp3lyrics.org)

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be okay

[ Chorus ]

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

How could I turn on the TV
without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna let
Hurt my feelings
but that's the past

I believe it
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice
boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be okay

[ Chorus: ]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll
be fine without you
Yes I will

[ Chorus ]

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 9:46 PM

空白格 - 蔡健雅(taken from http://www.yymp3.com)
其实很简单其实很自然
两个人的爱由两人分担
其实并不难是你太悲观
隔著一道墙不跟谁分享
不想让你为难
你不再需要给我个答案
我想你是爱我的
我猜你也舍不得
但是怎么说总觉得
我们之间留了太多空白格
也许你不是我的
爱你却又该割舍
分开或许是选择
但它也可能是我们的缘分

其实很简单其实很自然
两个人的爱由两人分担
其实并不难是你太悲观
隔著一道墙不跟说分享
不想让你为难
你不再需要给我个答案
我想你是爱我的
我猜你也舍不得
但是怎么说总觉得
我们之间留了太多空白格
也许你不是我的
爱你却又该割舍
分开或许是选择
但它也可能是我们的缘分
我想你是爱我的
我猜你也舍不得
但是怎么说总觉得
我们之间留了太多空白格
也许你不是我的
爱你却又该割舍
分开或许是选择
但它也可能是我们的缘分


两人之间若一直有着时差，就代表他们是没缘份的。

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 3:45 PM

it's been a pretty good birthday. =)

got my present from alvina, yanting, vincent, wangshu n moses after GP paper on tuesday last week along with their card which had all the above people writing in it along with lihui, beatrice, aarthi(otherwise known to most people as jaya), jiada. anw the present turned out to be a white bag and 2 tops. thanks lots to them!

birthday wishes by sms from (arranged in chronological order) : peipei(who msged me one day early because she forgot that august had 31 days lol), shermaine(who set her alarm to go off at 1159pm on 31st Aug), alvina, xiaoda, vivien(i still have no idea how she found out my birthday last year), my cousin, wanqin, huiping, marcus, jieying (one after another.hmm...okay joking don't kill me),tiffany, yanting, beatrice, aarthi(aka jaya), huifang, wangshu, genevieve, clement and cheryl chan.

birthday wishes by facebook from: patricia, anna, teresa and asyikin

oh and my sister got me a chio bracelet and a cute stuffed toy cat. my parents treated me to sushi tei (where i think we blew $200+ heh) on sunday.

thanks to all the above people for making my day! given the fact that it's so close to prelims it could have been quite a sucky birthday but it turned out pretty well cuz of u guys. once again, thank you so much =)

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 11:07 PM