i have been a bad bad blogger. i have disappeared from the blogosphere for [checks date] 12 days. basically i stopped bcuz of tests n my parents literally watched my movements online. yup. but now that i haf onli one test left and chinese midyrs(no idea how i m gonna pass that) they relaxed their hold on me. so.... i am back!!

test week sucked as usual. bio, chinese and chem in that order. a quick recap:
bio=>sucked. my teacher set the paper. and when she does, everyone juz hopes to pass.
chinese=>the format had tian2 xie3 han4 zi4 (filling in of words we have just learnt to write), 2 compres and one summary. conclusion? not enough time. and as if it wasn't bad enough, something really STUPID happened. details later.
chem=>pretty fine.
math=>the previous week. did fairly well(results are back). and as usual, dad wasn't happy with it cuz he wants no careless mistakes at all. as in zero. zilch. nought. and henceforth i muz be a robot.

anw, abt the chinese test. for the tian2 xie3 han4 zi4, i filled in everything correctly. yet i lost one mark. y?

because my freaking correction tape played me out. u know when u apply more than one layer of correction tape on the same spot, there may be some bumps bcuz u never apply properly? i wrote on part of the bump and the part next to it. and the part after the bump, being too frail, FLAKED OFF>.<. and that particular part was crucial. so in the end, i lost that mark because i didn't take gd care of my correction tape application.lol.rather amused that this kinda things actually happen.

anyway, term is ending soon. and we gotta stay back for one week's worth of chinese lessons cuz our chinese(actually more like mine and mine alone) sucks. looking forward to 12th may. going out with friends to kbox. first time i m singing in frnt of my friends (as in friends outside of choir) properly. wish me luck. hopefully i dun go outta tune.=)

mustering up the courage to do things i nearly unofficially promised myself i would never do due to some things that happened. i thought the wounds ran too deep to heal. but now, just now, i hope for the best. that maybe all that is left, would just be an ugly scar that would serve as a lesson to remember. after all, hope is a good thing. dangerous perhaps, but what is life without its share of dangers and risks?

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 10:58 PM

back again aft a week. lotsa stuff has been happening.not much on tue, but wed i had piano lesson n i screwed up my pieces again. wateva lor. n my exam is nxt month or June?? so gonna die. anw, thurs had ptm. n apparently i am one of the weakest students in the class. esp so in chinese. i relli dunnoe how i am gonna sit for HCL Os this yr. oh well.

Friday- had Good Friday service. was pretty meaningful. went out aft tt to Orchard(first time i set foot in Orchard this year i think), where after abt 3hrs, it started pouring>.< continued shopping for another 2 hours or so and went back home.

Saturday- did a bit of math hwk. and spent the rest of the time slacking. went for Holy Saturday mass: this was the longest mass i have ever attended. But i have to say that the procession thing was really meaningful, even though it was a little messy for the crowd. really brought out the meaning of the mass. ate Macdonald's for supper and ended up sleeping at 3+ am. haha.

Sunday- apparently there was no nd to go for mass today. so i slept in until abt 11.30. woke up and continued doing hwk(we got an entire pile of it last thurs.)until dinner time(with slacking and daydreaming timeslots in between). Watched a bit of the charity show and continued with hwk, which i didnt manage to finish. it was completed in school today.

Today- watched the second bit of Shawshank redemption during LA, learnt abt chinese yan3 jiang3 ci2, learnt electrolysis during chem, went through practicals during Bio(my drawings suck like hell), and had 1.5 hrs free during math cuz tcher wasn't there. ended up doing reflections for SIA and practising math for math test 2mr. yup.

oh n the cat that sleeps at the first floor of my block gave me a fright today. it got really freaked out by the thunder and it was hungry. so when it saw the can of potato chips in my hand, it acted as if it was gonna jump up and pounce on it.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 11:01 PM

what. the. shit.

i freaking failed my shuttle run. by zero point one freaking second. and i tried 3 times. so now i gotta go for the retest. how nice. zero point one second!!!!! argh. my standard dropped since last year. last year i think i got a C for shuttle run. now i get an F. oh n standing broad jump deproved too. i got a C or D today when i got a B last year. >.< oh well. at least i have a valid reason to go 4 retest now that i failed shuttle run. haha.

i tink i m quite weird. i slept at 2+ last nite and i didn't sleep a wink during lessons 2day when i normally sleep during lessons on mondays!!! felt damn awake during triple chem and math leh. first (and prob last) time lor. haha.my biological clock is so screwed.

chem SIA need to pass up next week and i still haven't put up the info yet.>.< hafta do it by this week i guess.

didnt manage to go for vc on sunday again. been missing so many sessions i feel damn guilty. parents either want me to stay at home and study or my dad doesn't want to send me down and doesn't allow me to go down myself.like wateva. feel damn freaking bad lor. not helping that there's no vc this coming sunday.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 10:55 PM

been going thru lotsa ups and downs in emotions lately. today was a lot better though.

showtime today. saw xiaoda, yan an, maoyu, wanfang, rebaca, wang huan, n yunyu performing. damn nice lor. spent the entire lunch watching. haha.

oh n btw i dun understand math combination formula. i hope there is no quiz this week. or else i will fail it.><

midyears for higher chinese coming soon. i am so gonna die. my chinese is super screwed lor. i'll b happy if i pass.

nygh funfair-1st july
choir concert-8th july
nanyang family nite concert-?

busy year sia~

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 11:00 PM