went back 2 pri sch 2dae. but onli 7 of us went back frm mi clzz... so sad lor... and out of this 7, 6 were gals, n 5 of these gals were frm NY...>.<... but nevertheless it was still quite fun... cuz we did manage 2 catch up wif each other...=)... juz wish tt others cld haf cum too...

the sch alwaex gives da students lovely tcher's dae presents. our wonderful progress report. ya. i admit it. i m quiet during lessons. so deal wif it.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 10:34 PM

i hate it when i have to stand and watch the people i care for hurting and worrying when there's nothing i can do. i hate to just stand by and do nothing. but there really isn't anything i can do at all. which makes it so frustrating.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 8:02 PM

i am tired. really tired. caught in the middle with no choice. making a mess of my life. as usual. just wanna get everything over and done with. once n for all.

i am starting to hate school.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 6:08 PM

today is IBD.

Intensive
Blowing
Day

happily blowing mi nose hopin tt my flu will get better.=p

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 8:40 PM

hafen been online 4 quite a while. many reasons, namely:
1) dad wants da com
2) sis wants da com
3) parents want mi 2 study (lyk i ever will. all dey manage 2 do is make mi slack w/o using da com=P)
4) fell sick on wed. sumhow, i got up wif a sore throat. by da end of da dae, i lost mi voice. n 24 hours later, i was down wif fever, flu, sore throat n cough. whee. how fun. n i started wheezing. which was quite a shock 2 mi cuz i hafen wheezed in lyk coming to 9 yrs?? yupx. den i sumhow managed 2 4get 2 tell da doc n mi parents. juz call mi blur. aniwaex. yupx. den i skipped sch on fri cuz i was still hafing fever, flu etc. ended up slacking lyk hell. ahahahahaha. sick ppl r supposed 2 rest aniwae=p

math test hasnt cum back yet. hoping i wun fail. if not SOMEONE is gonna come aft mi. n it aint gonna b pretty.=I
nxt wk aft tcher's dae i hope mi parents will let mi go back 2 mi pri sch. cuz i relli miss da ppl dere a lot. i meet dem onli once a yr. which is quite sad. budden better den nothing=)

i wanna go on 4th Sep!!!>.<

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 6:42 PM

laz nite was sucky. got scolded by mi dad 4 getting lousy results. fine. wateva. u noe wat's da bez part? he didnt even look at my results: which means he doesnt even noe my marks. he onli noes its lousy. cuz he asked mi. n aniwae i failed mi physics. so now i gtg 4 physics remedial. until end of da yr. nice time 2 fail physics rite?

end of yrs cuming up... n i hafen started studying... so dead...

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 4:58 PM

i failed my physics. by 2 marks. conclusion: physics test n fever dun go well 2gether. wen i got back da paper i happily went 2 da open ended qn n found one BIG mistake tt made mi fail. lyk wateva lor. aniwae i m happy i didnt get single digit. onli prob is how 2 explain 2 mi parents.=s

yesterdae went 2 wanqingyuan. 4got 2 add one thing. on da journey back i saw a cockroach happily crawling on da seat across da aisle frm mi. =S

oh n i finally haf proof tt rudolph da reindeer does exist. he exists in mi!!! wahahaha.=p

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 11:20 PM

wan qing yuan thing 2dae was amusing. went there n walked until my legs cannot take it alrdy then sat in the rm where they were playing this video thing n slacked.ahahaha. stayed inside 4 dunnoe how long lor... cuz relli v. bored=p

oh ya. math test 2dae. sucky. didnt do 3 qns. getting ready 2 fail. 307 had lotsa ppl crying aft da test. tt's how hard da test was. budden i hafta sae i tink i did better 4 dis test den da laz wan. even tho i left out so mani qns. budden i m still scared i will fail. wateva. shan't bother.

presented LA 2dae. still left bio n ss. den all our SIAs will b done!!!!=)

my legs r dying. was happily picking up balls yesterdae during assessment 4 volleyball. n 2dae i woke up aching all over. lol. tt's how fit i am.

cross country on fri.>.< i dunnoe if i shld go. cuz i still hafen recovered frm mi flu n dey saed if u r sick 2wks b4 u shldnt go n run. so i dunnoe if i shld run.=S

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 9:47 PM

didnt go 4 mass todae>.<. math test 2mr. alvina's bdae 2mr. wanqing yuan trip 2mr. >.<

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 9:10 PM

overview of what happnd on fri nite:
dad came late to pick me up for class.
was in the toilet when he horned.
scraped some flesh off my hand while getting my shoes.
got down into the car to be screamed at throughout the entire journey. as usual. only worse screamings this time.
felt damn pissed n hurt.
appeared at my teacher's house with swollen eyes and rudolph's nose.
told her that i had a flu.
got back into the car after lesson for more scoldings. again.

what a wonderful way to spend a friday night. while ppl are saying tgif.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 5:51 PM

stop complaining about me being pretentious when you are the one that forced on this mask.
stop complaining about me being hypocritical when that is what you have nurtured me to be.
stop complaining about me taking you for granted when you take me for granted more.
stop complaining about my letting others manipulate when you are the reason for my being so easily manipulated.
stop using me as a fucking venting outlet just because i am easily manipulated and bullied and can't fight back.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 11:44 AM

i know the quickest and most logical solution out. but i don't know if it is correct.and anyway if it is i still can't bring myself to do it. biiiiiiiiig dilemma.

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 11:44 AM

suddenly feeling a bit depressed. mebbe its bcuz mi sis switched on da radio n EVERYTHING tt plays is sad. weird rite? summore 2dae is national dae. shld b happy wat. aniwaex, didnt blog 4 so long cuz mi dad has been @ home since fri until 2dae. den he went out. so i m back 2 blog.=)

had flag dae on sat. went 2 orchard. stood dere lyk an idiot smiling lyk i m retarded hoping tt ppl wld donate. yupx. i can officially sae tt i no longer haf da face 2 show miself in orchard. aniwaex. not lyk it worked. budden try hafing a sore throat n doin flag dae @ da same time. i wanted 2 save mi voice 4 da thank yous 2 da ppl tt actually donate. its relli diff aft da stupid NKF ting. now nobody donates. sumone actually came up 2 alvina, donated and told her not 2 do flag dae 4 NKF.lol. aniwae. ya. dey made us do 5 hrs n onli gave us 4 hrs ya? so nice rite. i relli wanted 2 slack. budden didnt manage 2. onli managed 2 stop 4 an hr? den went back. den i was quite sian oredi. budden i dun haf a choice. so juz stand dere lyk an idiot in frnt of OG n hoping a kind soul wld cum n donate. n u noe wat? it relli happend. dis guy came up 2 mi n gave mi a 10 dollar note!!! was so damn happy can. n summore he didnt take a sticker! o_O

aniwae. ya. den conficlzz on sunday all da facils in mi grp were missing. cuz YA took over. yupx. so we did sharing n stuff lidat. oh n i heard frm patricia tt da FOP had NICE sermons tt included asking us 2 support god wif our finances. erm. lyk wateva lor. not everibody is tt rich. n nt everibody will do tt. cuz i dun tink we hafta haf money 2 support god ya?

aniwaex. yesterdae. went 2 sch 4 celebrations. den i was sitting dere n stoning. no mood. plus no voice. n dey were singing national dae songs. so i totally sian diao. n i juz sat dere 4 1 n a half hrs. while ppl arnd mi were lyk jumping arnd singing. juz call mi unenthu.:I oh n mi form tcher told us tt one of mi clzzmates got dengue fever n got hospitalised.o-o. hope she gets better soon. so scary. i saw her on sat n she looked fine n den on mon mi tcher cums in n tells us tt she got dengue fever.

as 4 todae, as u can c i m STUCK at home. yay. n mi mum wants mi 2 study. prob is i dun want 2. therefore i will not. juz call mi rebellious.=)

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 11:29 AM

i m finally back...=)... aft 3 tests... chi on tues... chem n physics 2 dae... lets juz sae i screwed up chem n physics... big time... aniwae... dun relli bother now... juz wanna slack.=P

oh n i m down with fever. yes. again. for the dunnoe how many time dis yr. bin falling sick alot dis yr n i dun even noe y. managed 2 get thru sch 2dae... even though i knew during physics test (2nd period) tt i was down wif fever. n it got worse. until wen i reached lunch i was lyk boiling alrdy? yup. den i found sum fever medicine tt mi mum put inside mi bag a few months ago wen i had fever. n mi fever went down. 4 abt four hrs. cuz its now back up again. mi hands r freezing but mi head is pounding. oh well. medicine wear off alrdy. looks lyk gt take another time aft dinner. =S

BUT

dis is NOT gonna stop mi frm slackin 2dae...=P

- da blur gal tripped and fell here @ 5:31 PM